Thursday, April 24, 2003
Listening To: Matchbox Twenty - Hand Me Down
Wouldn't This Be Sweet... To Find Someone Who Could Say This, Offer This and Feel This? I'd say so.
(read the lyrics below..cuz they kick major asss)
Why i like the lyrics? It's about giving.... and I wonder if any guy are in any way CAPABLE of the big G-word: Giving. Sometime I wonder if people, especially guys, realize what give-n-take is. Give-n-take is crucial, and if their ain't no giving from your end, you ain't taking none of me, no-sir-reee.
Someday they'll find your small town world on a big town avenue
Gonna make you like the way they talk when they're talking to you
Gonna make you break out of the shell cause they tell you to
Gonna make you like the way they lie better than the truth
They'll tell you everything you wanted someone else to say
They're gonna break your heart, yeah
From what I've seen
You're just a one more hand me down
Cause no one's tried to give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down
I am with you now
Somebody ought to take you in
Try to make you love again
Try to make you like the way they feel
When they're under your skin
Never once did think they'd lie when they're holding you
You wonder why they haven't called
When they said they'd call you
You start to wonder if you're ever gonna make it by
You'll start to think you were born blind
I'm here for the hard times
The straight to your heart times
Whenever it ain't easy
You can stand up against me
And maybe rely on me
And cry on me, yeah
Oh no, no, no
Some day they'll open up your world
Shake it down on a drawing board
Do their best to change you
They still can't erase you
Lay them down on me
Oh yeah
You're just one more hand me down
And all those nots don't give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down...on me
OK. Welcome Back. To Myself. And You.
What's up: THE REAL CANCUN!!!!!!!!! OFF THE HEEEZEEE!
Ok, so today, lovely Tin was able to get enough tickets for lovely older sister kat, skesser, and susie, and myself, to see New Line's THE REAL CANCUN. Lemme tell ya, OFF THE HEEEZEEE. It's realllly fun to watch, the audience gets involved with all the T & A that's flyin everywhere. It was crazy fun watching with the gurls and everyone in the theatre.
What is THE REAL CANCUN: mtv's real world/road rules creater Bunnim/Murray follow 16 co-eds, picked to live together for a week in cancun with each other and party, party, party, drink, drink, drink. I advise all college kids to watch it. It's worthy of no critical acclaim, but is worth watchin just for the hell of it, and for the guilty pleasure of watching people make complete fooools of themselves, and to see people do things you would NEVER consider doing. i.e. wet t-shirt contests basically buttttt-ass naked, whore-ing around, and just being an utter fool/pimp/nerd/whatevers.
Tin, Kat, Skess, susie, and I wanna go to cancun for spring break sometime in the future. I think that would be rad, and offf-the-heeeezeeeee. I can't wait. =)
What's up: THE REAL CANCUN!!!!!!!!! OFF THE HEEEZEEE!
Ok, so today, lovely Tin was able to get enough tickets for lovely older sister kat, skesser, and susie, and myself, to see New Line's THE REAL CANCUN. Lemme tell ya, OFF THE HEEEZEEE. It's realllly fun to watch, the audience gets involved with all the T & A that's flyin everywhere. It was crazy fun watching with the gurls and everyone in the theatre.
What is THE REAL CANCUN: mtv's real world/road rules creater Bunnim/Murray follow 16 co-eds, picked to live together for a week in cancun with each other and party, party, party, drink, drink, drink. I advise all college kids to watch it. It's worthy of no critical acclaim, but is worth watchin just for the hell of it, and for the guilty pleasure of watching people make complete fooools of themselves, and to see people do things you would NEVER consider doing. i.e. wet t-shirt contests basically buttttt-ass naked, whore-ing around, and just being an utter fool/pimp/nerd/whatevers.
Tin, Kat, Skess, susie, and I wanna go to cancun for spring break sometime in the future. I think that would be rad, and offf-the-heeeezeeeee. I can't wait. =)
Monday, April 07, 2003
To Myself: Welcome Back.
So it's been a while since my last entry. Almost a month. What's new. Abso-frickin-lutely not much. Time flies, in the meanwhile, nothing seems to have changed much. Still in search of a job, more of myself, and a certain someone to fill that looming void. Looking back at my calendar of events, it's been dry of everything. But this week, there's a career fair goin on thrown together by annenberg, so I'm looking forward to that. omg. I have nothing exciting to say right now. Come back soon, maybe I'll have something intiguing to say then. Sorry for the dull entry.
So it's been a while since my last entry. Almost a month. What's new. Abso-frickin-lutely not much. Time flies, in the meanwhile, nothing seems to have changed much. Still in search of a job, more of myself, and a certain someone to fill that looming void. Looking back at my calendar of events, it's been dry of everything. But this week, there's a career fair goin on thrown together by annenberg, so I'm looking forward to that. omg. I have nothing exciting to say right now. Come back soon, maybe I'll have something intiguing to say then. Sorry for the dull entry.
Monday, March 10, 2003
RO-CO Movie Moments: The Movie Moments that Move the Jess-Spot
Below are a couple of movie moments thats are cute/captivating/amazing/great to me. It's cheesy. And I don't care. But I know some of you special people out there will enjoy em!
TWO WEEKS NOTICE:
George's lil speech to Lucy - "...She's rather like the building she loves so much. A little rough around the edges, but when you look closely, she's absolutely beautiful, and the only one of her kind. And even though I've said cruel things and driven her away, she's become the voice in my head, and I can't seem to drown her out. And I don't want to drown her out.So we are going to keep the community center because I gave my word to her and because we gave our word to the community..."
HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS:
At the DeLaur Gala... Annie goes on stage and makes a lil impromptu introduction.....
Annie: “A lot of you out here don’t know Benjamin Barry. Well, shame..on….you. Cause he’s a very talent advertising executive and knowledgeable sports fan, and a waggggggggering enthusiast. But most impressively, he is one helluva singer, and he has prepared a musical ssssnack for his new special friend, Mrs. DeLaur. So Ben, why don’t you come up here, and sing your song! C'mon Ben!"
Ben: "Tonight, the really special event from her and I, is a duet. Yes, here's Ms. Andie Anderson, please give a warm round of applause!" *begin singing You're So Vain by Carly Simon...*
Ben: "Yeah..yeah.yeah… You walked into the party, like you were walkin onto a yacht. You had your hat pulled down real strategically over one eye. You had….
Annie: “It's Stratigically TIPPED over one eye! And then all the girls think that they'd be your partner, they be his partner…cuz he’s so vainnn,
Ben Barry youre so vain. That you probably think this song is about you.. don’t you..dont you..dont you…. You Fooled me to win a bet, you shoud feel ashamed.
Ben: "You took me to a god damn Celine Dion concert, you made me miss the big game!!"
Annie: "Oooh, smart guy’s a rhymer!! Well, did we want everybody to know your lovingmaking is laaaaaaa-mmmeee?
Ben: "Well you named my penis, yeah, you named my penis after a daaaammme."
Annie: "I really think you have to get over that."
Another part:
Ben: Bullshit
Annie:You callin me bluff?
Ben: You bet I am. *smooch smooch* Look who made the trip with me (motions to a fern plant on motocycle)
Annie: It's our LOVE FFERN!!!! Oh, Bennnny Booo Booo-BBBooooo!
Below are a couple of movie moments thats are cute/captivating/amazing/great to me. It's cheesy. And I don't care. But I know some of you special people out there will enjoy em!
TWO WEEKS NOTICE:
George's lil speech to Lucy - "...She's rather like the building she loves so much. A little rough around the edges, but when you look closely, she's absolutely beautiful, and the only one of her kind. And even though I've said cruel things and driven her away, she's become the voice in my head, and I can't seem to drown her out. And I don't want to drown her out.So we are going to keep the community center because I gave my word to her and because we gave our word to the community..."
HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS:
At the DeLaur Gala... Annie goes on stage and makes a lil impromptu introduction.....
Annie: “A lot of you out here don’t know Benjamin Barry. Well, shame..on….you. Cause he’s a very talent advertising executive and knowledgeable sports fan, and a waggggggggering enthusiast. But most impressively, he is one helluva singer, and he has prepared a musical ssssnack for his new special friend, Mrs. DeLaur. So Ben, why don’t you come up here, and sing your song! C'mon Ben!"
Ben: "Tonight, the really special event from her and I, is a duet. Yes, here's Ms. Andie Anderson, please give a warm round of applause!" *begin singing You're So Vain by Carly Simon...*
Ben: "Yeah..yeah.yeah… You walked into the party, like you were walkin onto a yacht. You had your hat pulled down real strategically over one eye. You had….
Annie: “It's Stratigically TIPPED over one eye! And then all the girls think that they'd be your partner, they be his partner…cuz he’s so vainnn,
Ben Barry youre so vain. That you probably think this song is about you.. don’t you..dont you..dont you…. You Fooled me to win a bet, you shoud feel ashamed.
Ben: "You took me to a god damn Celine Dion concert, you made me miss the big game!!"
Annie: "Oooh, smart guy’s a rhymer!! Well, did we want everybody to know your lovingmaking is laaaaaaa-mmmeee?
Ben: "Well you named my penis, yeah, you named my penis after a daaaammme."
Annie: "I really think you have to get over that."
Another part:
Ben: Bullshit
Annie:You callin me bluff?
Ben: You bet I am. *smooch smooch* Look who made the trip with me (motions to a fern plant on motocycle)
Annie: It's our LOVE FFERN!!!! Oh, Bennnny Booo Booo-BBBooooo!
Sunday, March 09, 2003
THE LOVEBUG: v2003
Los Angeles, CA - Around the USC Campus recently, the love bug has hit, and it is a force to be reckoned with. Recent love bug activity around the SC area has been registered and certain unnamed individuals have become victims of this euphoric medical condition. Bug bites would usually register as BAD NEWS, but the onset of LOVE BUG: v2003 has heightened the emotional levels and has improved the HAPPY levels of many. TBD: If this bug ever hits me. Check back with me in 10 years. Maybe this bug bite will surface with yours truly by then. Fingers crossed.
Los Angeles, CA - Around the USC Campus recently, the love bug has hit, and it is a force to be reckoned with. Recent love bug activity around the SC area has been registered and certain unnamed individuals have become victims of this euphoric medical condition. Bug bites would usually register as BAD NEWS, but the onset of LOVE BUG: v2003 has heightened the emotional levels and has improved the HAPPY levels of many. TBD: If this bug ever hits me. Check back with me in 10 years. Maybe this bug bite will surface with yours truly by then. Fingers crossed.
Friday, March 07, 2003
AFTERNOON SOAP OPERA TALK SHOWS: The Showcase of the Gutter of our Society
So before catching the tram today to school, I decided to watch some tv. I flip it on, and see that The Maury Povich(sp?) Show is on. I'll have you know, this show used to have quality topics, but has turned into a Jenny Jones. I read the bottom left corner: (topic) Are you the father of my child: Paternity Suits. There's this big black mother onstage, and this big black guy on stage. Maury busts open the Paternity Test, and *drumrolll* he isn't the father of her 8-month old child. She stalks weeping, and walks backstage, and Maury asks, "Do you want us to help find the father of your child?" She agrees. While she agrees, she says, "oh my sister is goin to be upset!" Maury asks why.. cuz this girl slept with her sister's fiance too, so he could possibly be the father.
So in a future episode maury brings her back, and the sister's fiance... turns out, he's not the father either. And the woman is like, "i knew it. i knew it couldnt be him"...and then maury tells her "Will" is the father. And then, she BEGINS SOBBING AGAIN...and is like, "Noooo, nooooo. God no. He's not father material." She continues weeping and repeating.
Okay, my take on this: the woman needs to stop sleepin aronud and start CLOSING HER LEGS. Shame on her for even sleeping with someone of such low caliber. Is it the sex that she wants so bad? What is wrong with these people!?!?! She's had sex with so many guys she can't even figure out who the father of her child is! And to add to that, she sleeps with her sister's fiance?!?! And shame on the sister's fiance for sleeping with his fiance's sister!!! What is wrong with people today?!?! AND THEY HAVE TO AIR OUR THEIR DIRTY LAUNDRY on NATIONAL TV!!! Do they understand how HORRIBLE they look. What kind of reputation and impression they leave on viewers!?!?! Anyways, that's my absurd story for the day. I hope you enjoyed. And shame on me, too, for watching this crap!!! =)
So before catching the tram today to school, I decided to watch some tv. I flip it on, and see that The Maury Povich(sp?) Show is on. I'll have you know, this show used to have quality topics, but has turned into a Jenny Jones. I read the bottom left corner: (topic) Are you the father of my child: Paternity Suits. There's this big black mother onstage, and this big black guy on stage. Maury busts open the Paternity Test, and *drumrolll* he isn't the father of her 8-month old child. She stalks weeping, and walks backstage, and Maury asks, "Do you want us to help find the father of your child?" She agrees. While she agrees, she says, "oh my sister is goin to be upset!" Maury asks why.. cuz this girl slept with her sister's fiance too, so he could possibly be the father.
So in a future episode maury brings her back, and the sister's fiance... turns out, he's not the father either. And the woman is like, "i knew it. i knew it couldnt be him"...and then maury tells her "Will" is the father. And then, she BEGINS SOBBING AGAIN...and is like, "Noooo, nooooo. God no. He's not father material." She continues weeping and repeating.
Okay, my take on this: the woman needs to stop sleepin aronud and start CLOSING HER LEGS. Shame on her for even sleeping with someone of such low caliber. Is it the sex that she wants so bad? What is wrong with these people!?!?! She's had sex with so many guys she can't even figure out who the father of her child is! And to add to that, she sleeps with her sister's fiance?!?! And shame on the sister's fiance for sleeping with his fiance's sister!!! What is wrong with people today?!?! AND THEY HAVE TO AIR OUR THEIR DIRTY LAUNDRY on NATIONAL TV!!! Do they understand how HORRIBLE they look. What kind of reputation and impression they leave on viewers!?!?! Anyways, that's my absurd story for the day. I hope you enjoyed. And shame on me, too, for watching this crap!!! =)
Monday, March 03, 2003
Good Lyrics:
Jennifer Paige
Here With Me
In my head
I have dreams
I have visions of many things
Questions longings in my mind
Pictures fill my head
I feel so trapped instead
But trapped doesn't seem so bad
Cause you are here
CHORUS
It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
And I can try to justify
But I still need you here with me
In my heart I had hope
Built on dreams I'll never know
Answers to love left behind
Visions filled my head
I felt so trapped instead
But trapped didn't seem so bad
Cause you were near
CHORUS
It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
And I can try to justify
But I still need you here with me
I can't do anything without you
You give me strength to do anything
And I can't be everything I try to
You saved me from the everything I couldn't be
CHORUS
It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
And I can try to justify
But I still need you here with me
Need you here with me
I need you here with me
Jennifer Paige
Here With Me
In my head
I have dreams
I have visions of many things
Questions longings in my mind
Pictures fill my head
I feel so trapped instead
But trapped doesn't seem so bad
Cause you are here
CHORUS
It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
And I can try to justify
But I still need you here with me
In my heart I had hope
Built on dreams I'll never know
Answers to love left behind
Visions filled my head
I felt so trapped instead
But trapped didn't seem so bad
Cause you were near
CHORUS
It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
And I can try to justify
But I still need you here with me
I can't do anything without you
You give me strength to do anything
And I can't be everything I try to
You saved me from the everything I couldn't be
CHORUS
It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
And I can try to justify
But I still need you here with me
Need you here with me
I need you here with me
WHo'S the BEST? Agent Bang Sang
SANGkyooVERYmuch: the second time i watched titanic... I was like "bitch share the log
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
UscJessC: share the log? it was gonna sink with 2 of em on it!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: no
SANGkyooVERYmuch: that's what she wanted him to think
UscJessC: ewwwwwwwwww. youre a romance party pooper!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: ;-)
SANGkyooVERYmuch: hehe
UscJessC: he was being the MAN
SANGkyooVERYmuch: doesn't matter if ur the man and dead
SANGkyooVERYmuch: !!!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: :-D
UscJessC: omg.. sang.. u know if the love of your life was cold in the water.. you';d give her the log!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: yea
UscJessC: and you'd tread on the side, floating..
UscJessC: cuz you're that kind of man.
UscJessC: 8-)
SANGkyooVERYmuch: but i would also try to look for another thing to float on
UscJessC: i would to if i were jack.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: cuz im also a resourceful/practical kinda guy
UscJessC: heheh
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
SANGkyooVERYmuch: stupid ass
--Sang rules.
More Coolness!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: did i stumble on delta secret service?
SANGkyooVERYmuch: =-O
UscJessC: totally.
UscJessC: it's a joke.
UscJessC: dd is a joke is what im saying
SANGkyooVERYmuch: dd = ?
UscJessC: bra size.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: can i be agent sang?
UscJessC: not mine.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: icic
UscJessC: agent sang is kinda boring.
UscJessC: gotta spice it up!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: agent bang?
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
UscJessC: sounds good.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: no
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
UscJessC: agent bang sang u r
SANGkyooVERYmuch: sANGbANG not bang sang
SANGkyooVERYmuch: latter sound bad :-\
*drumroll* Agent Bang Sang you are! Congrats and welcome to the Delta Secret Service!!!! *muah!*
SANGkyooVERYmuch: the second time i watched titanic... I was like "bitch share the log
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
UscJessC: share the log? it was gonna sink with 2 of em on it!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: no
SANGkyooVERYmuch: that's what she wanted him to think
UscJessC: ewwwwwwwwww. youre a romance party pooper!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: ;-)
SANGkyooVERYmuch: hehe
UscJessC: he was being the MAN
SANGkyooVERYmuch: doesn't matter if ur the man and dead
SANGkyooVERYmuch: !!!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: :-D
UscJessC: omg.. sang.. u know if the love of your life was cold in the water.. you';d give her the log!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: yea
UscJessC: and you'd tread on the side, floating..
UscJessC: cuz you're that kind of man.
UscJessC: 8-)
SANGkyooVERYmuch: but i would also try to look for another thing to float on
UscJessC: i would to if i were jack.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: cuz im also a resourceful/practical kinda guy
UscJessC: heheh
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
SANGkyooVERYmuch: stupid ass
--Sang rules.
More Coolness!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: did i stumble on delta secret service?
SANGkyooVERYmuch: =-O
UscJessC: totally.
UscJessC: it's a joke.
UscJessC: dd is a joke is what im saying
SANGkyooVERYmuch: dd = ?
UscJessC: bra size.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: can i be agent sang?
UscJessC: not mine.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: icic
UscJessC: agent sang is kinda boring.
UscJessC: gotta spice it up!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: agent bang?
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
UscJessC: sounds good.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: no
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
UscJessC: agent bang sang u r
SANGkyooVERYmuch: sANGbANG not bang sang
SANGkyooVERYmuch: latter sound bad :-\
*drumroll* Agent Bang Sang you are! Congrats and welcome to the Delta Secret Service!!!! *muah!*
Wednesday, February 26, 2003
freedom by David Gray
take your eyes off me
there's nothing here to see
just trying to keep my head together
and as we make our vow
let us remember how
there's nothing good that lasts forever
time out on the running boards
we're running
through a world that lost its meaning
trying to find a way to love
this running ain't no kind of freedom
feel the touch of grief
you stand in disbelief
can steal the earth from right beneath you
and falling in so far
they know just where you are
yeah but there ain't no way to reach you
time out on the running boards
we're running
through a world that lost its meaning
trying to find a way to love
this running ain't no kind of freedom
yeah yeah
its time to clean these boats
fold up these parachutes
the words goodbye but I can't say it
the end is close at hand I think we understand
there ain't no use trying to delay it
time out on the running boards
we're running
through a world that lost its meaning
trying to find a way to love
this running ain't no kind of freedom
freedom freedom
fasten on my mask
i'm bending to the task
I know this work is never finished
and if I close my eyes
I can still see you dancing laughing loud and undiminished
take your eyes off me
there's nothing here to see
just trying to keep my head together
and as we make our vow
let us remember how
there's nothing good that lasts forever
time out on the running boards
we're running
through a world that lost its meaning
trying to find a way to love
this running ain't no kind of freedom
feel the touch of grief
you stand in disbelief
can steal the earth from right beneath you
and falling in so far
they know just where you are
yeah but there ain't no way to reach you
time out on the running boards
we're running
through a world that lost its meaning
trying to find a way to love
this running ain't no kind of freedom
yeah yeah
its time to clean these boats
fold up these parachutes
the words goodbye but I can't say it
the end is close at hand I think we understand
there ain't no use trying to delay it
time out on the running boards
we're running
through a world that lost its meaning
trying to find a way to love
this running ain't no kind of freedom
freedom freedom
fasten on my mask
i'm bending to the task
I know this work is never finished
and if I close my eyes
I can still see you dancing laughing loud and undiminished
Tuesday, February 25, 2003
Amy Fu's quote:"To me, sisterhood is giving your last toilet paper square to your sis in the next stall, even after taking a big s*%!#." --To Deltas, I give you my last square. Any day.
Theme: FORMALS 2003 - Le Meridian Hotel, Beverly Hills, California
Music Title to Describe My Mood: I'm On a High, On a High, On a High - Duncan Sheik ... This mood isn't changing anytime soon.
Life. Deltas. Formals. Lucky. Fabulous people. Le Meridian is the greatest place. Everything on Saturday was just sooo rad. soo awesome. A perfect ending to the best 4 years of my life. 4 years filled with: Love - for and love from true sisters, Dreams - more than I could ever imagine I have lived, having accomplished quite a few of the dreams I set out for as a Senior in high school. School - getting into Annenberg School of Communication, finally. Life - the balancing act of school, family, friends, deltas, work, internships, movies, music, aim, etc. etc.
Love: deltas was my calling. In a slice of the world I was able to build myself in every possible way. The people who kept me true to myself, to have grown immensely but to have kept the innocence and values I have held onto through out my entire life. Never losing myself - to peer pressure, to all the shittyness in the world that exist, to have lived a fulfilling 4 years. Life doesn't get better than this. Deltas - my antiDrug. hehehe.
Dreams: some of the dreams I have accomplished. In high school, I told my friends that someday I would see/meet Michelle Pfeiffer, Tom Hanks, Brad Pitt and other stars, as I hoped to make movies in my future as LA was my future. And who knew, by the time I was a Jr., I was interning in Publicity @ New Line Cinema. I worked the I AM SAM press junket and movie premiere, and got to see .. Michelle Pfeiffer... in a work related atmosphere..not just going to the mall adn seeing them. And from then to now, I'm living part of my dream, as my dream has become my reality. Getting experience in college before I head out to the real world, and having this amazing opportunities.... sometimes I find all this surreal.
School: from coming in as Undeclared..going to Business Admin....to finally deciding on Communication, I found my true calling. The facilities are the best on campus, the resources and networking are incredible, and this school works for the students. I am amazed by what USC has given me and leave SC having acheived many things I didn't even imagine I would do, complete, etc.
Life: Balancing all of these. Feeling fulfilled. Feeling incredible. Feeling as if I'm ready for the rest of the world, the rest of life. I'm prepared. But still there's this empty space.... for what? You tell me. I know it's an empty space that needs to be filled....in time.. with the right "variable" .. someday it'll happen. Cuz what goes around comes around. And my realistic optimist mindset tells me that.
With so much I have, I only live to give some of my happiness, my fullfillment, my spirit, my soul to all those important peeps in my life. If you ever need someone to talk to, to just sit with you, to help you out, tow atch reality tv with, please do ask. I'm ready to give you my last toilet paper square. I am.
Theme: FORMALS 2003 - Le Meridian Hotel, Beverly Hills, California
Music Title to Describe My Mood: I'm On a High, On a High, On a High - Duncan Sheik ... This mood isn't changing anytime soon.
Life. Deltas. Formals. Lucky. Fabulous people. Le Meridian is the greatest place. Everything on Saturday was just sooo rad. soo awesome. A perfect ending to the best 4 years of my life. 4 years filled with: Love - for and love from true sisters, Dreams - more than I could ever imagine I have lived, having accomplished quite a few of the dreams I set out for as a Senior in high school. School - getting into Annenberg School of Communication, finally. Life - the balancing act of school, family, friends, deltas, work, internships, movies, music, aim, etc. etc.
Love: deltas was my calling. In a slice of the world I was able to build myself in every possible way. The people who kept me true to myself, to have grown immensely but to have kept the innocence and values I have held onto through out my entire life. Never losing myself - to peer pressure, to all the shittyness in the world that exist, to have lived a fulfilling 4 years. Life doesn't get better than this. Deltas - my antiDrug. hehehe.
Dreams: some of the dreams I have accomplished. In high school, I told my friends that someday I would see/meet Michelle Pfeiffer, Tom Hanks, Brad Pitt and other stars, as I hoped to make movies in my future as LA was my future. And who knew, by the time I was a Jr., I was interning in Publicity @ New Line Cinema. I worked the I AM SAM press junket and movie premiere, and got to see .. Michelle Pfeiffer... in a work related atmosphere..not just going to the mall adn seeing them. And from then to now, I'm living part of my dream, as my dream has become my reality. Getting experience in college before I head out to the real world, and having this amazing opportunities.... sometimes I find all this surreal.
School: from coming in as Undeclared..going to Business Admin....to finally deciding on Communication, I found my true calling. The facilities are the best on campus, the resources and networking are incredible, and this school works for the students. I am amazed by what USC has given me and leave SC having acheived many things I didn't even imagine I would do, complete, etc.
Life: Balancing all of these. Feeling fulfilled. Feeling incredible. Feeling as if I'm ready for the rest of the world, the rest of life. I'm prepared. But still there's this empty space.... for what? You tell me. I know it's an empty space that needs to be filled....in time.. with the right "variable" .. someday it'll happen. Cuz what goes around comes around. And my realistic optimist mindset tells me that.
With so much I have, I only live to give some of my happiness, my fullfillment, my spirit, my soul to all those important peeps in my life. If you ever need someone to talk to, to just sit with you, to help you out, tow atch reality tv with, please do ask. I'm ready to give you my last toilet paper square. I am.
Sunday, February 23, 2003
OK.In homage..and that is, HO-MAAAGE to mell, I will have a lovely FORMALS BEST list as well after attending 8 informal/formals. My god I'm frickin old.
Best Formals That I Have Been To.... All were great of course. =)
1. Alpha Pi - My Own Dammit. No reason is even needed. Hot escort.
2. Alpha Tau - This years. They're my daughters. The one I invested myself into the most. And whatta Hotel and whatta waltz. Had a super time with my Hot escort who's one of my best friends, too.
3. Alpha Sig - Took Lil Bro sang who was soo fun. And BIG DANCE FLOOR. And great booty music.
4. Alpha Rho - Love you Alpha Rho, had a great time, but living with AP day-to-day, their greatness is even more amazing then me having to rank formals. hehe.
Top Formals Dinners
1. Alpha Tau - The food @ Le Meridian is the best. I demand formals to be here everytime from now on. Great caesar salad in parmasean cheese bowl, great chicken that wasn't DRY for once, and great pear tart with real vanilla bean ice cream
2-4. who cares. The food sucked. hahahahah.
More BEST OF FORMALS.... LIST in 2 hours. Blogger is upgrading hardware.
Best Formals That I Have Been To.... All were great of course. =)
1. Alpha Pi - My Own Dammit. No reason is even needed. Hot escort.
2. Alpha Tau - This years. They're my daughters. The one I invested myself into the most. And whatta Hotel and whatta waltz. Had a super time with my Hot escort who's one of my best friends, too.
3. Alpha Sig - Took Lil Bro sang who was soo fun. And BIG DANCE FLOOR. And great booty music.
4. Alpha Rho - Love you Alpha Rho, had a great time, but living with AP day-to-day, their greatness is even more amazing then me having to rank formals. hehe.
Top Formals Dinners
1. Alpha Tau - The food @ Le Meridian is the best. I demand formals to be here everytime from now on. Great caesar salad in parmasean cheese bowl, great chicken that wasn't DRY for once, and great pear tart with real vanilla bean ice cream
2-4. who cares. The food sucked. hahahahah.
More BEST OF FORMALS.... LIST in 2 hours. Blogger is upgrading hardware.
Monday, February 17, 2003
S-T-R-E-S-S.
That is the theme for the week. Homework due Wed. Paper due Thursday. Event Thursday. Flowers Friday. Class Friday. Work Friday. Errands from. Event Friday. Formals Saturday. Wahhhhhhhhhhhh. The stress. But what I know is, everyone is here with me, with stress. Together. So i guess that makes it better? hahah. =)
That is the theme for the week. Homework due Wed. Paper due Thursday. Event Thursday. Flowers Friday. Class Friday. Work Friday. Errands from. Event Friday. Formals Saturday. Wahhhhhhhhhhhh. The stress. But what I know is, everyone is here with me, with stress. Together. So i guess that makes it better? hahah. =)
Monday, February 10, 2003
Welcome to the Other Side
Today is Sunday. And I was awake for 28 hours lapsing from Saturday. It was a long long long day. But for a good reason. For 13 reasons. For my bundles of joy have made it to the light, have made it to the other side. It's phenomenal how I've been doing this for 3 years, and it gets you everytime. You see the reasons why you care so much, you see how you've shaped our present, our reality, how you have given something intangible to "sister"s that were strangers only 5 months ago. Life is good today. Life has been good since the Fall of '99. A long time ago that was, but what a ways to have traveled in almost 4 years. I've discovered myself. Learned. Given back. And I have seen the true goodness in the world: what it means to be one, what it means to sacrafice, what it means to have someone that's there for you, and you for them. No questions asked. Because, that's what sisterhood is.
All of this was never forced upon me. This is and has been something I wanted, something I wanted to give back. This has all be a choice. And what a wonderful, amazing, captivating, memerizing journey this has been. As we walk together toward the future, we are as they say, together as one.
xOxO's to my 13 Bundles of Joy.... Alpha Tau... wow. hehehe. Congratulations, you have come to where you all aimed to come all along: The Other Side. --Pmommy Jess........and like they say, "if you don't know, now you know."..now do you know the muffin man?
Today is Sunday. And I was awake for 28 hours lapsing from Saturday. It was a long long long day. But for a good reason. For 13 reasons. For my bundles of joy have made it to the light, have made it to the other side. It's phenomenal how I've been doing this for 3 years, and it gets you everytime. You see the reasons why you care so much, you see how you've shaped our present, our reality, how you have given something intangible to "sister"s that were strangers only 5 months ago. Life is good today. Life has been good since the Fall of '99. A long time ago that was, but what a ways to have traveled in almost 4 years. I've discovered myself. Learned. Given back. And I have seen the true goodness in the world: what it means to be one, what it means to sacrafice, what it means to have someone that's there for you, and you for them. No questions asked. Because, that's what sisterhood is.
All of this was never forced upon me. This is and has been something I wanted, something I wanted to give back. This has all be a choice. And what a wonderful, amazing, captivating, memerizing journey this has been. As we walk together toward the future, we are as they say, together as one.
xOxO's to my 13 Bundles of Joy.... Alpha Tau... wow. hehehe. Congratulations, you have come to where you all aimed to come all along: The Other Side. --Pmommy Jess........and like they say, "if you don't know, now you know."..now do you know the muffin man?
Saturday, February 08, 2003
*Word to the Wise*
From my d-daughter Emily...
">>ALPHA TAU<<
~*~ 13 strong, 13 together ~*~
~*~ see you on the other side ~*~
i have other 12 girls who...
i can trust...
i can depend on...
who are in this for the long run...
who are going to be there for me and experiencing it with me...
we're in this TOGETHER alpha tau......
;-)13x*mUaH*
LOVE YA ALPHA TAU~!!!!!!!!!!!!"
This is what my life is all about.
From my d-daughter Emily...
">>ALPHA TAU<<
~*~ 13 strong, 13 together ~*~
~*~ see you on the other side ~*~
i have other 12 girls who...
i can trust...
i can depend on...
who are in this for the long run...
who are going to be there for me and experiencing it with me...
we're in this TOGETHER alpha tau......
;-)13x*mUaH*
LOVE YA ALPHA TAU~!!!!!!!!!!!!"
This is what my life is all about.
Wednesday, February 05, 2003
Tuesday, February 04, 2003
ALIAS
I am now addicted to this show. Michael Vartan is the new addition of IT man in my world. Sooo hot sooo dreamy. This show kicks ass because A. Jennifer Garner is a good-lookin spy who kicks ass, literally. B. Michael Vartan is hottie Boy Scout co-worker of hers and C. they are finally hooking up. What's not to like!?!?
I am now addicted to this show. Michael Vartan is the new addition of IT man in my world. Sooo hot sooo dreamy. This show kicks ass because A. Jennifer Garner is a good-lookin spy who kicks ass, literally. B. Michael Vartan is hottie Boy Scout co-worker of hers and C. they are finally hooking up. What's not to like!?!?
Saturday, February 01, 2003
....I almost forgot.......To those who do respond to teh previous entry with thoughts like: "Who is she kidding?", "She's too invovled with it!", "Is that her WHOLE life?", "Does she do anything else?", "What she's writing is sooo girly, soooo naive, soooo etc." I'll VALIDATE myself by saying that I go to school, I intern to pave way for my future career, I work @ J.CREW to make money, I do plenty of other things, so to rest-your-heart and keep your mind @ ease, I have another life outside of my "bubble". Any more questions, comments, concerns I can clarify for you?
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