I MISS.....

As I sit infront of my crappy lil short desk, typing away, downloading away, watching American Idol (forgive me, for I have sinned), I catch up on Mell's blog --- and realize how much I miss her and I feel special that I'm still mentioned in her entries. For these evoked feelings, today's entry is written in remembrance of everything I miss in my life.

I Miss....
Mell: Where is my life without Mell? Still going well but a life without my Mell around everyday, isn't as sarcastic, humorous, generous, industrial systemish as it could potentially be at the most "optimized level of efficiency." I read her blog and all I have to say is: I appreciate you hun and miss you miss you miss you!!!! To not be able to hit the town with you and "the gurls", drink homemade apple martinis, eating your mom's taiwanese food, hearing you tell me you want to suffocate me, doin' make-up in the bathroom,
is truly an unfullfilling life!
Seeing My College Friends Everyday: How I miss the days of seeing at least twenty smiling familiar faces on campus or around the apt. complex of those near n dear deltas who are always interested in how you are doing. Watching sobfest dramas such as Up Close and Personal with Mell, Julia and Maribeth. Such LAME-O's we were. Eating apples with knives. Drooling as we watch Alias. Bitchin over chores. Who's doing the dishes?!?! Who's takin out the trash!?!? "Not until after my final in 4 days." Thanx, Mell. hahha.
Being Addicted to Movies: I'm more so addicted to TV watching of certain shows than movies. SHocking. I know. What happened? I don't even know. TOo many crappy movies? Maybe. Or maybe I don't have the time and those CONSISTENT always there Deltas I could always call up to go to the cinemas with. Wahhh!
Real Chinese FOood: Living on the westside equals ZERO good chinese food. I miss the food from back home. =(
Snuggling: Do i realllly have to explain?!?
Parents Footing the Bill: again..do i really have to explain?!?!
Being a Kid: To not have to worry, to think so much, to have to be responsible. Sometimes I think I grew up too quick for my own good. Could've made more mistakes in life, could've cared less about things, situations, people. Maybe I wouldn't feel like I carry a big part of my world on my shoulders. But at the end of the day, that wouldn't be Jess. That wouldn't be me. Am I too independent for my own good? Have I been tooo "good" for my own good? Who wouldn't thought that huh?

Yay to new Blogger Interface!!

It's been tooo long.....again.

Ok. Again I have failed to update this blog regularly. I'll get over apologizing now and just update it ... or not. O

k, I can't even remember when I did this last, but in a nutshell... I've been promoted to J.CREW Santa Monica as a Manager-in-Training. Do I love my job? Very much. The atomosphere rocks, the area is relaxed..... besides the smell of the interlopers on the Promenade..if you know what I mean. The smell of the 3rd St. Dwellers is so BRISK, STRONG, INTENSE, we have some flies that like to kick it infront of our main doors. NOT COOL.

Couple nites ago Skess, Susie and I went out for much needed Margarita's on a rare Alias-free Sunday nite. No new ALIAS makes jess want to go out. Ok, so we went to this place we've never been called LULA in Santa Monica, on cute Main Street. Everyone should go to anything on this street as Main St. has a lot of shops, restaurants, bars, coffee houses, etc. Anyways, Lula is a Mexican joint that serves what some people consider, "The Best Margaritas in Town!" We weren't dissapointed as they were strong and deeelish. After ordering margaritas and while PULVERIZING the tortilla chips'n'salsa, we gabbed about every important and non-important to us. The whole conversation was near and dear to me and truly made me realize, again, why great girl friends are the best things EVER. We each have our busy ol life to live, but when we get the chance to get together, life is reaaaaaaaaaaallly great. The food was great and we'll definitely be back.

Hasta Luego for now. My mind is blank.