RO-CO Movie Moments: The Movie Moments that Move the Jess-Spot

Below are a couple of movie moments thats are cute/captivating/amazing/great to me. It's cheesy. And I don't care. But I know some of you special people out there will enjoy em!

TWO WEEKS NOTICE:
George's lil speech to Lucy - "...She's rather like the building she loves so much. A little rough around the edges, but when you look closely, she's absolutely beautiful, and the only one of her kind. And even though I've said cruel things and driven her away, she's become the voice in my head, and I can't seem to drown her out. And I don't want to drown her out.So we are going to keep the community center because I gave my word to her and because we gave our word to the community..."

HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS:
At the DeLaur Gala... Annie goes on stage and makes a lil impromptu introduction.....
Annie: “A lot of you out here don’t know Benjamin Barry. Well, shame..on….you. Cause he’s a very talent advertising executive and knowledgeable sports fan, and a waggggggggering enthusiast. But most impressively, he is one helluva singer, and he has prepared a musical ssssnack for his new special friend, Mrs. DeLaur. So Ben, why don’t you come up here, and sing your song! C'mon Ben!"

Ben: "Tonight, the really special event from her and I, is a duet. Yes, here's Ms. Andie Anderson, please give a warm round of applause!" *begin singing You're So Vain by Carly Simon...*

Ben: "Yeah..yeah.yeah… You walked into the party, like you were walkin onto a yacht. You had your hat pulled down real strategically over one eye. You had….
Annie: “It's Stratigically TIPPED over one eye! And then all the girls think that they'd be your partner, they be his partner…cuz he’s so vainnn,
Ben Barry youre so vain. That you probably think this song is about you.. don’t you..dont you..dont you…. You Fooled me to win a bet, you shoud feel ashamed.
Ben: "You took me to a god damn Celine Dion concert, you made me miss the big game!!"
Annie: "Oooh, smart guy’s a rhymer!! Well, did we want everybody to know your lovingmaking is laaaaaaa-mmmeee?
Ben: "Well you named my penis, yeah, you named my penis after a daaaammme."
Annie: "I really think you have to get over that."

Another part:
Ben: Bullshit
Annie:You callin me bluff?
Ben: You bet I am. *smooch smooch* Look who made the trip with me (motions to a fern plant on motocycle)
Annie: It's our LOVE FFERN!!!! Oh, Bennnny Booo Booo-BBBooooo!

THE LOVEBUG: v2003

Los Angeles, CA - Around the USC Campus recently, the love bug has hit, and it is a force to be reckoned with. Recent love bug activity around the SC area has been registered and certain unnamed individuals have become victims of this euphoric medical condition. Bug bites would usually register as BAD NEWS, but the onset of LOVE BUG: v2003 has heightened the emotional levels and has improved the HAPPY levels of many. TBD: If this bug ever hits me. Check back with me in 10 years. Maybe this bug bite will surface with yours truly by then. Fingers crossed.

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AFTERNOON SOAP OPERA TALK SHOWS: The Showcase of the Gutter of our Society

So before catching the tram today to school, I decided to watch some tv. I flip it on, and see that The Maury Povich(sp?) Show is on. I'll have you know, this show used to have quality topics, but has turned into a Jenny Jones. I read the bottom left corner: (topic) Are you the father of my child: Paternity Suits. There's this big black mother onstage, and this big black guy on stage. Maury busts open the Paternity Test, and *drumrolll* he isn't the father of her 8-month old child. She stalks weeping, and walks backstage, and Maury asks, "Do you want us to help find the father of your child?" She agrees. While she agrees, she says, "oh my sister is goin to be upset!" Maury asks why.. cuz this girl slept with her sister's fiance too, so he could possibly be the father.

So in a future episode maury brings her back, and the sister's fiance... turns out, he's not the father either. And the woman is like, "i knew it. i knew it couldnt be him"...and then maury tells her "Will" is the father. And then, she BEGINS SOBBING AGAIN...and is like, "Noooo, nooooo. God no. He's not father material." She continues weeping and repeating.

Okay, my take on this: the woman needs to stop sleepin aronud and start CLOSING HER LEGS. Shame on her for even sleeping with someone of such low caliber. Is it the sex that she wants so bad? What is wrong with these people!?!?! She's had sex with so many guys she can't even figure out who the father of her child is! And to add to that, she sleeps with her sister's fiance?!?! And shame on the sister's fiance for sleeping with his fiance's sister!!! What is wrong with people today?!?! AND THEY HAVE TO AIR OUR THEIR DIRTY LAUNDRY on NATIONAL TV!!! Do they understand how HORRIBLE they look. What kind of reputation and impression they leave on viewers!?!?! Anyways, that's my absurd story for the day. I hope you enjoyed. And shame on me, too, for watching this crap!!! =)

Good Lyrics:

Jennifer Paige
Here With Me

In my head
I have dreams
I have visions of many things
Questions longings in my mind

Pictures fill my head
I feel so trapped instead
But trapped doesn't seem so bad
Cause you are here

CHORUS
It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
And I can try to justify
But I still need you here with me

In my heart I had hope
Built on dreams I'll never know
Answers to love left behind
Visions filled my head

I felt so trapped instead
But trapped didn't seem so bad
Cause you were near

CHORUS
It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
And I can try to justify
But I still need you here with me

I can't do anything without you
You give me strength to do anything
And I can't be everything I try to
You saved me from the everything I couldn't be

CHORUS
It doesn't mean anything
Without you here with me
And I can try to justify
But I still need you here with me

Need you here with me
I need you here with me

Delta Secret Service: Now Accepting Qualified Field and Online Agents

Current Aliases:
1.Agent DD
2.Agent M
3.Agent Goo
4.Agent Bang Sang (real conspicuous!)

Be a Secret Service of One. Now Accepting applications!! AIM: uscjessc

WHo'S the BEST? Agent Bang Sang

SANGkyooVERYmuch: the second time i watched titanic... I was like "bitch share the log
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
UscJessC: share the log? it was gonna sink with 2 of em on it!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: no
SANGkyooVERYmuch: that's what she wanted him to think
UscJessC: ewwwwwwwwww. youre a romance party pooper!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: ;-)
SANGkyooVERYmuch: hehe
UscJessC: he was being the MAN
SANGkyooVERYmuch: doesn't matter if ur the man and dead
SANGkyooVERYmuch: !!!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: :-D
UscJessC: omg.. sang.. u know if the love of your life was cold in the water.. you';d give her the log!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: yea
UscJessC: and you'd tread on the side, floating..
UscJessC: cuz you're that kind of man.
UscJessC: 8-)
SANGkyooVERYmuch: but i would also try to look for another thing to float on
UscJessC: i would to if i were jack.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: cuz im also a resourceful/practical kinda guy
UscJessC: heheh
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
SANGkyooVERYmuch: stupid ass
--Sang rules.

More Coolness!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: did i stumble on delta secret service?
SANGkyooVERYmuch: =-O
UscJessC: totally.
UscJessC: it's a joke.
UscJessC: dd is a joke is what im saying
SANGkyooVERYmuch: dd = ?
UscJessC: bra size.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: can i be agent sang?
UscJessC: not mine.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: icic
UscJessC: agent sang is kinda boring.
UscJessC: gotta spice it up!
SANGkyooVERYmuch: agent bang?
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
UscJessC: sounds good.
SANGkyooVERYmuch: no
SANGkyooVERYmuch: haha
UscJessC: agent bang sang u r
SANGkyooVERYmuch: sANGbANG not bang sang
SANGkyooVERYmuch: latter sound bad :-\
*drumroll* Agent Bang Sang you are! Congrats and welcome to the Delta Secret Service!!!! *muah!*

freedom by David Gray
take your eyes off me
there's nothing here to see
just trying to keep my head together
and as we make our vow
let us remember how
there's nothing good that lasts forever

time out on the running boards
we're running
through a world that lost its meaning
trying to find a way to love
this running ain't no kind of freedom

feel the touch of grief
you stand in disbelief
can steal the earth from right beneath you
and falling in so far
they know just where you are
yeah but there ain't no way to reach you

time out on the running boards
we're running
through a world that lost its meaning
trying to find a way to love
this running ain't no kind of freedom
yeah yeah

its time to clean these boats
fold up these parachutes
the words goodbye but I can't say it
the end is close at hand I think we understand
there ain't no use trying to delay it

time out on the running boards
we're running
through a world that lost its meaning
trying to find a way to love
this running ain't no kind of freedom
freedom freedom

fasten on my mask
i'm bending to the task
I know this work is never finished
and if I close my eyes
I can still see you dancing laughing loud and undiminished

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Amy Fu's quote:"To me, sisterhood is giving your last toilet paper square to your sis in the next stall, even after taking a big s*%!#." --To Deltas, I give you my last square. Any day.

Theme: FORMALS 2003 - Le Meridian Hotel, Beverly Hills, California
Music Title to Describe My Mood: I'm On a High, On a High, On a High - Duncan Sheik ... This mood isn't changing anytime soon.

Life. Deltas. Formals. Lucky. Fabulous people. Le Meridian is the greatest place. Everything on Saturday was just sooo rad. soo awesome. A perfect ending to the best 4 years of my life. 4 years filled with: Love - for and love from true sisters, Dreams - more than I could ever imagine I have lived, having accomplished quite a few of the dreams I set out for as a Senior in high school. School - getting into Annenberg School of Communication, finally. Life - the balancing act of school, family, friends, deltas, work, internships, movies, music, aim, etc. etc.

Love: deltas was my calling. In a slice of the world I was able to build myself in every possible way. The people who kept me true to myself, to have grown immensely but to have kept the innocence and values I have held onto through out my entire life. Never losing myself - to peer pressure, to all the shittyness in the world that exist, to have lived a fulfilling 4 years. Life doesn't get better than this. Deltas - my antiDrug. hehehe.

Dreams: some of the dreams I have accomplished. In high school, I told my friends that someday I would see/meet Michelle Pfeiffer, Tom Hanks, Brad Pitt and other stars, as I hoped to make movies in my future as LA was my future. And who knew, by the time I was a Jr., I was interning in Publicity @ New Line Cinema. I worked the I AM SAM press junket and movie premiere, and got to see .. Michelle Pfeiffer... in a work related atmosphere..not just going to the mall adn seeing them. And from then to now, I'm living part of my dream, as my dream has become my reality. Getting experience in college before I head out to the real world, and having this amazing opportunities.... sometimes I find all this surreal.

School: from coming in as Undeclared..going to Business Admin....to finally deciding on Communication, I found my true calling. The facilities are the best on campus, the resources and networking are incredible, and this school works for the students. I am amazed by what USC has given me and leave SC having acheived many things I didn't even imagine I would do, complete, etc.

Life: Balancing all of these. Feeling fulfilled. Feeling incredible. Feeling as if I'm ready for the rest of the world, the rest of life. I'm prepared. But still there's this empty space.... for what? You tell me. I know it's an empty space that needs to be filled....in time.. with the right "variable" .. someday it'll happen. Cuz what goes around comes around. And my realistic optimist mindset tells me that.

With so much I have, I only live to give some of my happiness, my fullfillment, my spirit, my soul to all those important peeps in my life. If you ever need someone to talk to, to just sit with you, to help you out, tow atch reality tv with, please do ask. I'm ready to give you my last toilet paper square. I am.

OK.In homage..and that is, HO-MAAAGE to mell, I will have a lovely FORMALS BEST list as well after attending 8 informal/formals. My god I'm frickin old.

Best Formals That I Have Been To.... All were great of course. =)
1. Alpha Pi - My Own Dammit. No reason is even needed. Hot escort.
2. Alpha Tau - This years. They're my daughters. The one I invested myself into the most. And whatta Hotel and whatta waltz. Had a super time with my Hot escort who's one of my best friends, too.
3. Alpha Sig - Took Lil Bro sang who was soo fun. And BIG DANCE FLOOR. And great booty music.
4. Alpha Rho - Love you Alpha Rho, had a great time, but living with AP day-to-day, their greatness is even more amazing then me having to rank formals. hehe.

Top Formals Dinners
1. Alpha Tau - The food @ Le Meridian is the best. I demand formals to be here everytime from now on. Great caesar salad in parmasean cheese bowl, great chicken that wasn't DRY for once, and great pear tart with real vanilla bean ice cream
2-4. who cares. The food sucked. hahahahah.

More BEST OF FORMALS.... LIST in 2 hours. Blogger is upgrading hardware.

S-T-R-E-S-S.

That is the theme for the week. Homework due Wed. Paper due Thursday. Event Thursday. Flowers Friday. Class Friday. Work Friday. Errands from. Event Friday. Formals Saturday. Wahhhhhhhhhhhh. The stress. But what I know is, everyone is here with me, with stress. Together. So i guess that makes it better? hahah. =)

Welcome to the Other Side

Today is Sunday. And I was awake for 28 hours lapsing from Saturday. It was a long long long day. But for a good reason. For 13 reasons. For my bundles of joy have made it to the light, have made it to the other side. It's phenomenal how I've been doing this for 3 years, and it gets you everytime. You see the reasons why you care so much, you see how you've shaped our present, our reality, how you have given something intangible to "sister"s that were strangers only 5 months ago. Life is good today. Life has been good since the Fall of '99. A long time ago that was, but what a ways to have traveled in almost 4 years. I've discovered myself. Learned. Given back. And I have seen the true goodness in the world: what it means to be one, what it means to sacrafice, what it means to have someone that's there for you, and you for them. No questions asked. Because, that's what sisterhood is.

All of this was never forced upon me. This is and has been something I wanted, something I wanted to give back. This has all be a choice. And what a wonderful, amazing, captivating, memerizing journey this has been. As we walk together toward the future, we are as they say, together as one.

xOxO's to my 13 Bundles of Joy.... Alpha Tau... wow. hehehe. Congratulations, you have come to where you all aimed to come all along: The Other Side. --Pmommy Jess........and like they say, "if you don't know, now you know."..now do you know the muffin man?

*Word to the Wise*

From my d-daughter Emily...
">>ALPHA TAU<<
~*~ 13 strong, 13 together ~*~
~*~ see you on the other side ~*~

i have other 12 girls who...
i can trust...
i can depend on...
who are in this for the long run...
who are going to be there for me and experiencing it with me...
we're in this TOGETHER alpha tau......
;-)13x*mUaH*
LOVE YA ALPHA TAU~!!!!!!!!!!!!"

This is what my life is all about.

Learning to Breathe

Learning to care is like learning to breathe. Once you get it, it becomes subconscious. It's part of you. It's forever. Now can you get there? Can you Really get there? Take the risk. Take the dive.

ALIAS
I am now addicted to this show. Michael Vartan is the new addition of IT man in my world. Sooo hot sooo dreamy. This show kicks ass because A. Jennifer Garner is a good-lookin spy who kicks ass, literally. B. Michael Vartan is hottie Boy Scout co-worker of hers and C. they are finally hooking up. What's not to like!?!?

....I almost forgot.......To those who do respond to teh previous entry with thoughts like: "Who is she kidding?", "She's too invovled with it!", "Is that her WHOLE life?", "Does she do anything else?", "What she's writing is sooo girly, soooo naive, soooo etc." I'll VALIDATE myself by saying that I go to school, I intern to pave way for my future career, I work @ J.CREW to make money, I do plenty of other things, so to rest-your-heart and keep your mind @ ease, I have another life outside of my "bubble". Any more questions, comments, concerns I can clarify for you?

Why don't "GUYS", or certain "GUYS" believe that ONE person can make a/the difference?

I live in this bubble. This bubble where everyone I need in my life are in this bubble. In this bubble, I feel safe, I trust what I say, do, feel, and think with all these people inside the bubble. Now how did I get the gift of being able to have this sacred bubble? You know who you are. Hint: I've spent 4 years in this.

Okay. Many people aren't as fortunate in their life to have what I have, to have experienced everything I have, and many people might listen to/read what I say here, and think, "Who is she kidding?", "She's too invovled with it!", "Is that her WHOLE life?", "Does she do anything else?", "What she's writing is sooo girly, soooo naive, soooo etc." But if you really know me, know what is truly dear to me, what values I hold sooo damn close to my heart, you'll know that what I say, is exactly what I feel, is exactly what I am, and if you can't respect that, it is TRULY your loss, and I only wish that you could EXPERIENCE something like this ONCE in your life. Only then, will you understand EVERYTHING.

Ok. back to How One Person Can Make A Difference. In this, "sorority" bubble, I've learned alot, been given alot, and I feel that it's my place to GIVE BACK, to INSPIRE, to LEAD, to MOTIVATE, and to truly step away from this after 4 years, giving everything I can give, so those strangers that will someday enter THIS world, will be given the most worthwhile experience and gift I have ever received. Now, do I think this because I'm a girl? Cuz I wonder, do guys think the same thing? Are they as appreciative, EVER, in their life of something like this? Cuz I know some guys have this, or THOUGHT that have this, or know that have this, but have lost this. Are guys as inquisitive, do they look deep within and truly see what they have right infront of them, and are tooo lazy, ignorant, and jaded to see a GOLDEN OPPORTUNITY? I know I'm speaking hella vague. If only I had the balls to be BLATANT, in-your-face about what I'm talking about. If you're one of my gurls, you know EXACTLY what I'm talking about.

Nothing frustrates me more than seeing a group of people, sitting on a golden opportunity, not realizing how good of a gift they have, and they just sit there, thinking that the golden opportunity exists on its own, without need for care, nourishment. Someone once told me that "it's easy to be number one, the tough part is staying there." Many people tell me "practice what you preach." I, fore one, strive to stay number one, and i strive to practice what I preach. I know many people in my bubble that do the same. So how can I help make those in other lazy bubbles see how great their bubbles can be???

I think they can start by respecting each of their peeps in their bubble. Building a deeper relationship within that bubble. Everyone did the took the same journey in getting inside the bubble, so what makes you better than any of the others inside? Sure, everyone is in that bubble, and if there are any other perpetrating bubbles that come and punk on this bubble, those inside this bubble with join hands and fight the dickhead bubble....but are those inside this bubble there for each other on a daily basis, up-to-date in their lives? Sure you'll bust you balls for them, but how bout exercising that other part, the heart, the mind? Quit being a hardass, and start being a fellow member inside the damn bubble.

I see how great your bubble can be, I see that some of those inside of this bubble are losing heart, so I leave this entry, SCREAMING, HOPING for you to hear: "Everyone can make a difference, and within everyone, there's definitely one that CAN make the difference. Everyone else needs to stop being a jackass, and look towards the people that wish to make a positive change, to make improvements, to stop bitchin about everything that sucks. If you're gonna bitch, you best have a suggestion on how to make things better. Otherwise shut the hell up cuz you're bringing down everyone else. Words are like drugs. Drugs can improve the body. Hurt the body. Motivate the body. Infect a body. What you say can make things better..or make things worse. Move the mind and you'll move the heart....and you'll move towards the better direction in your bubble, in your life, in the life of the bubble.....if you only dare to care........"

"The power of speech has the same effect on the condition of the soul as the application of drugs to the state of bodies; for just as different drugs dispell different fluids from the body, and some bring an end to disease but others end life, so also some speeches cause pain, some pleasure, some fear; some instill courage, some drug and bewitch the soul with a kind of evil persuasion." --Gorgias' Encomium of Helen-------- I BEG YOU.. dare to care. within yourself. within in what group. within whatever organization. company. family. whatevers.

I know I'm talking all analogical, (is that even a word?), but I hope those I'm directing my message to, will read, and understand that I do truly care..DEEPLY, and hope minds with change, and minds will be motivated to make a difference in the world, in any way, shape, size, or form. It matters. To everyone. And if you need reassurance in making a move, a change for the better, I'll be the one there to encourage you to keep going. Make a difference. Get off your ass. Just give a S*it. Please?!?!

Who wants good music?

My newest form of finding new music is by watching Reality TV.... More specifically, MTV's The Real World, or Road Rules, believe it or not. I watch the episode, and listen to the music they play in the background, and on MTV.COM, they list the songs played. Recently, I found the artist, BINOCULAR's song, "YOU" and through that I dl'ed a lot of his songs and they are AMAZING. It's like whitey soft alternative, with great lyrics, great guitar, and great everything!! Below are some of the great stuff I'm listening to on my WinAmp!!!
BINOCULAR - You: Deep: Dont Say Goodbye, Say Goodnight: Everything Turns:
RUBYHORSE - Sparkle: Any Day Now:
AM60 - Big As The Sky: Eyes on You: Just a Dream:
RYAN ADAMS - La Cienega Just Smiled:
SIXPENCE NONE THE RICHER - Don't Dream It's Over
FROU FROU - Breathe In: It's Good to Be in Love: Maddening Shroud: Must Be Dreaming: Hear Me Out: ....everything of hers is good actually. =)
TONIC: Head on Straight:
MAROON 5: This Love: She Will Be Loved: Harder To Breathe: Sunday Morning:
DISHWALLA: Angels or Devils: Somewhere in the Middle: Every Little Thing:
CHRISTINA AGUILERA: Blessed:

Please do download those if you care, and if you love, like, hate, do tell me!!!!

With many of my friends.. i.e. Deltas and Gammas gone to the slopes of Big Bear.. I have been left in LA to work, watch endless amounts of tv, cook, vege, and work. How I wish i were on the slopes snowboardin like a bunny! With this long weekend, I've been left with plenty of time to rack my brain... something I do when I have spare time, free time, no time.
-A Walk To Remember: yes, a cheesy movie, but such cute moments were apart of that movie. Granted that the first 15 minutes had some shitty editing, Shane West and Mandy Moore i do love.
High points: Popular boy Landon Carter fallin for "granola-y/religious/innocent/bad-fashion sense/butterfly behind the catipillar" Jamie Sullivan
-Good girls with good morals do rule! There's nothing wrong with being a good girl, dammit.
-Faith. Faith in whatever you care to have faith in. Love. The true goodness of people below the hardass crust they like to show the world. Religion. That goodness will win over bad/mean-spirited people. That you'll find someone...for you. Yourself. That you will succeed. Be happy.
-The Movie's soundtrack. it's reallllly damn great. Mandy Moore. Switchfoot. Great songs... find it on Amazon.com, and dl the tracks from the movie.
-That maybe out there, in this SICK world, out side of my "live in the movies" world, where there will be a guy, a man, who does try to make you the best person you can be. A guy who helps you complete and make all your dreams, goals, aspirations come true...and doesn't give up, doesn't cop out, and doesn't sit on his lazy crummy ass playing video games, and doing jack. I.E. how Landon helps Jamie complete the "To-Do List".... 1. Be @ two places @ once, 2. witness a miracle, 3. get a tattoo. etc. etc.

*sidenote* makes me wonder what the hell people's standards are when choosin their significant others. I guess there are 3 levels of the "significant other". I could be wrong, I am no expert, but this is my mind space... and so I explain: Type 1: You're a neede person, not necessarily bad, but you have a need to have someone with you always, of the opposite sex, so you have a gf/bf one after the next. Like J.Lo goin thru P.Diddy, Cris Judd, and now Ben. Maybe you don't have high expectations, standards of what you want in the other. Like you're shopping for shoes, and are only getting them because they're the new style, they're discounted.
Type 2: The type that is looking for Mr./Miss Right NOw.. who might eventually turn into Mr./Miss Right later on, but no guarantees, but you enjoy each other, and go with the flow of it. Type 3: My Type: You take a goood lookin around before you buy. Not just buying shoes cuz they're cool, they're good looking, they're cheap, they're the style. I'm looking for the shoe that lasts, molds to my feet, gives me comfort, the one worth the price i'm paying be it low or high, the pair that stands out to me because I like it, not cuz the world does. Get me?

Anyways, back to Walk To Remember... damn, lost my train of thought, basically, my point is, it was lovely to see a devoted other-half, who changed for the better, with the help of the girl.

Will continue later, Gold Globes Viewing Party @ my friend's place.. adios.